Holy SHIT !
This is some serious RUBBER ROOM shit. Man!
When 2012 comes and goes the same as pretty much every year has before it for millenia.....Will your self made universe implode?
Or do you just project the delusion onto the next most nebulous fabrication?
There was an episode of Southpark where poor ole BUTTERs was suspected of being delusional. It was determined that a huge violently oscillating red rubber butt plug inserted into his rectum might help sort him out.
Perhaps thats the way to go for you too.