It's not for me to judge your beliefs. Your actions - yes I can make a value judgement on them (I don't approve of the use of symbols the majority find offensive or graffiti on ancient monuments, for example.) But I am trying to understand what it is that drives you. In the same way that evangelising and spreading the 'good news' (and telling me I'm a sinner, too, which I find deeply offensive) is important to Christians, what is important to you? Help me understand.