Gee thanks Moth! Gave me a warm fuzzy feeling?#@ Actually I'm not sure what it gave me.
I feel I have been too idealistic in what I hoped to find over there. I wonder if what I am searching for is not long gone and I could connect to it just well where I am at.
The thing is, in America the closest people I can find who share my views on the sacredness of mother earth are the Native Americans. Yet when I share in thier ceremonies etc. people ask if I have Native American blood in me.
Learning about my bloodlines.... has helped me understand why I am the way I am and why I yearn for and love things that cannot be explained logically. The problem with America being so new is that practically everyones roots come from somewhere else! I see many English people make fun of this pilgrimage and I feel it is sad and misunderstood 8o)
Love
Shestu
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