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harestonesdown 1067 posts |
Sep 15, 2012, 22:28
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bladup wrote: harestonesdown wrote: bladup wrote: harestonesdown wrote: nigelswift wrote: I dunno about that. They all look like mushrooms to me, which would be consistent with an obsessive interest in mushrooms to the exclusion of anything else. Is that possible? Do mushrooms do that? BTW, a book about black puddings should be called The Ileum. My experience of mushrooms. Use 50 and you'll get a little tingle all over your body, 100 or so and you'll have fits of uncontrollable laughter that can last for several hours, above that amount and you're into tripping territory, substantially more and you're gonna be seeing the world very differently. My "trips" have mostly been at the lower end with very little visual effects bar enhanced colours, This all depends on body weight of course. Mushrooms are often misunderstood, you can have real effects without tripping. I got into this world of stone circles and the like after a big trip on liberty caps [ it wasn't my first trip ], me and a friend had a life changing experience in lincoln at the spot we later built the stone circle, the mushrooms for some reason had gone purple but were still in perfect condition though, we brewed and drank the potion and went for a walk. When we got to the local park everything was glowing with life [ even though it was dark ] and then we seemed to pass though some sort of veil, i was looking around when my friend said paul, paul look at the stars, as i did every one of them linked together in a massive cosmic 3d jigsaw [ i saw all the stars of our solar system join together ] with that a hole appeared near taurus [ i later found the egyptians call this the duat- which means hole in the sky! ] and with that what can only be described as a dragon of energy came out of it, went up and then crashed back down, it pushed me gently to the floor, i laid there my friend leaning into the cosmic wind, i could see the particles passing right though him, and with that it finished, i couldn't move, i told my friend to lay down but he went and sat on the bench to think about what just happened, as he did great purple columns [ the same colour as the mushrooms ] came crashing down in a circle around me [ the later stones of the circle marked these columns ], as the last one crashed into place i started an inner journey, my friend later said he couldn't get into the circle, i was flying down a tunnel, i can only describe it as what it must be like falling from a building before you hit the ground, and bang i was there, everything was a brilliant white and all i could feel was pure love, i had gone from utter fear to utter love in a moment, i was laid down in pure peace when a figure of pure light appeared from my left, the whole place was light, but this figure was an even purer light, it didn't glow though, it was a brilliantly bright pure white light, the figure stood over me, bent over and shook its head, i could see no features but felt a smile just like you feel a smile from a loved one, it then bent over, it's legs either side of mine and touched me on the shoulder, all i can say to describe it would be cosmic love, i thought as it happened hallucinations don't touch you and make you feel like this, it then looked at me again and i felt another smile and it walked off to my right, and with that i was back in the park [ even though i know my body had never left ], as i got up i felt fixed inside [ i'd had a bad break up with a girl i had lived with and had been wild for a time and felt broken inside ] and at that point i knew i had a new life of happiness ahead, which i have had, my friend looked at me with excitement and said what the hell just happened, i said a miracle and we left that park both knowing all sorts about stone circles and that age [ before this i had only ever heard of stonehenge ] that we didn't know before we went to that park on that night [ this was oct 11 1997 ], we both knew that night that we had lots of wonderful places to visit and we've been visiting ever since, i believe the being that touched me to be a higher form of human, and it will always be my most treasured experience because i believe it saved my life, so therefore everything after [ my family ] i owe to that beautiful being of light on that oh so special night, truly life changing, all my love paul. Written with soul blood Paul, thanks for sharing. x That's a really lovely thing to say, very touching, thanks,[ i wrote it down with you in mind ]. You keep writing mate, it's refreshing reading.
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bladup 1986 posts |
Sep 16, 2012, 02:57
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harestonesdown wrote: bladup wrote: harestonesdown wrote: bladup wrote: harestonesdown wrote: nigelswift wrote: I dunno about that. They all look like mushrooms to me, which would be consistent with an obsessive interest in mushrooms to the exclusion of anything else. Is that possible? Do mushrooms do that? BTW, a book about black puddings should be called The Ileum. My experience of mushrooms. Use 50 and you'll get a little tingle all over your body, 100 or so and you'll have fits of uncontrollable laughter that can last for several hours, above that amount and you're into tripping territory, substantially more and you're gonna be seeing the world very differently. My "trips" have mostly been at the lower end with very little visual effects bar enhanced colours, This all depends on body weight of course. Mushrooms are often misunderstood, you can have real effects without tripping. I got into this world of stone circles and the like after a big trip on liberty caps [ it wasn't my first trip ], me and a friend had a life changing experience in lincoln at the spot we later built the stone circle, the mushrooms for some reason had gone purple but were still in perfect condition though, we brewed and drank the potion and went for a walk. When we got to the local park everything was glowing with life [ even though it was dark ] and then we seemed to pass though some sort of veil, i was looking around when my friend said paul, paul look at the stars, as i did every one of them linked together in a massive cosmic 3d jigsaw [ i saw all the stars of our solar system join together ] with that a hole appeared near taurus [ i later found the egyptians call this the duat- which means hole in the sky! ] and with that what can only be described as a dragon of energy came out of it, went up and then crashed back down, it pushed me gently to the floor, i laid there my friend leaning into the cosmic wind, i could see the particles passing right though him, and with that it finished, i couldn't move, i told my friend to lay down but he went and sat on the bench to think about what just happened, as he did great purple columns [ the same colour as the mushrooms ] came crashing down in a circle around me [ the later stones of the circle marked these columns ], as the last one crashed into place i started an inner journey, my friend later said he couldn't get into the circle, i was flying down a tunnel, i can only describe it as what it must be like falling from a building before you hit the ground, and bang i was there, everything was a brilliant white and all i could feel was pure love, i had gone from utter fear to utter love in a moment, i was laid down in pure peace when a figure of pure light appeared from my left, the whole place was light, but this figure was an even purer light, it didn't glow though, it was a brilliantly bright pure white light, the figure stood over me, bent over and shook its head, i could see no features but felt a smile just like you feel a smile from a loved one, it then bent over, it's legs either side of mine and touched me on the shoulder, all i can say to describe it would be cosmic love, i thought as it happened hallucinations don't touch you and make you feel like this, it then looked at me again and i felt another smile and it walked off to my right, and with that i was back in the park [ even though i know my body had never left ], as i got up i felt fixed inside [ i'd had a bad break up with a girl i had lived with and had been wild for a time and felt broken inside ] and at that point i knew i had a new life of happiness ahead, which i have had, my friend looked at me with excitement and said what the hell just happened, i said a miracle and we left that park both knowing all sorts about stone circles and that age [ before this i had only ever heard of stonehenge ] that we didn't know before we went to that park on that night [ this was oct 11 1997 ], we both knew that night that we had lots of wonderful places to visit and we've been visiting ever since, i believe the being that touched me to be a higher form of human, and it will always be my most treasured experience because i believe it saved my life, so therefore everything after [ my family ] i owe to that beautiful being of light on that oh so special night, truly life changing, all my love paul. Written with soul blood Paul, thanks for sharing. x That's a really lovely thing to say, very touching, thanks,[ i wrote it down with you in mind ]. You keep writing mate, it's refreshing reading. You're a star and i've enjoyed fighting them off standing back to back with you [ well that's how i saw it ], and i really did write that last night for just you to read, something made me do it!!! so i know you'd read it, i know you know there's a little more to this life than most people think, but i don't think most people even have the capacity to understand what they can see, nevermind what they can't!!!
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Sanctuary 4670 posts |
Sep 16, 2012, 08:28
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bladup wrote: I really don't get why i'm getting this and nobody else, is it all right on here to say someones idea is shit when they can't prove it is [ and then say later it's in loads of books ], if the answers no i think you should be talking to others as well, i like balance in all things and don't mind what you've said as i pretty much agree but i REALLY hope you're going to tell others how rude they are, as i'd never say someones idea is outright shit [ it's downright rude ], i would just think it!! and for the 3rd time have you read about my experience, i read your negative emotional bit and for balance i think you should read my positive story because it's where i come from, i don't need any of this utter crap, arguing with old people with nothing better to do is no longer for me, as i don't know how it's happened anyway, the kids must have been doing my head in, in the summer holidays and i must have used all this to get away from that, there's sheep dogs on telly did you know? Yes I read your 'positive' story Paul but didn't reply to it because as I've said before, replying honestly is not always the best course of action to take. I will be honest with you though on this occassion because I feel I have to be because you persist so much. What you do with your life is your business but I base my life and my families lives on what I have seen and experienced and not on what you have. They are two entirely different things. What you are doing is illegal. You are taking and appear to be advocating the use of a Class A drug and quite frankly I think the Ed's should remove the posts from this forum immediately. Freedom of speech is one thing but to appear to be encouraging the use of an illegal substance is totally wrong so I can't in any way agree to what you are doing to yourself or trying to put across to this forum. That is my last word on this but no doubt it will continue to rumble on and detract from far more interesting subjects unless the Ed's take a stand.
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tjj 3606 posts |
Edited Sep 16, 2012, 09:01
Sep 16, 2012, 08:49
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Sanctuary wrote: bladup wrote: I really don't get why i'm getting this and nobody else, is it all right on here to say someones idea is shit when they can't prove it is [ and then say later it's in loads of books ], if the answers no i think you should be talking to others as well, i like balance in all things and don't mind what you've said as i pretty much agree but i REALLY hope you're going to tell others how rude they are, as i'd never say someones idea is outright shit [ it's downright rude ], i would just think it!! and for the 3rd time have you read about my experience, i read your negative emotional bit and for balance i think you should read my positive story because it's where i come from, i don't need any of this utter crap, arguing with old people with nothing better to do is no longer for me, as i don't know how it's happened anyway, the kids must have been doing my head in, in the summer holidays and i must have used all this to get away from that, there's sheep dogs on telly did you know? Yes I read your 'positive' story Paul but didn't reply to it because as I've said before, replying honestly is not always the best course of action to take. I will be honest with you though on this occassion because I feel I have to be because you persist so much. What you do with your life is your business but I base my life and my families lives on what I have seen and experienced and not on what you have. They are two entirely different things. What you are doing is illegal. You are taking and appear to be advocating the use of a Class A drug and quite frankly I think the Ed's should remove the posts from this forum immediately. Freedom of speech is one thing but to appear to be encouraging the use of an illegal substance is totally wrong so I can't in any way agree to what you are doing to yourself or trying to put across to this forum. That is my last word on this but no doubt it will continue to rumble on and detract from far more interesting subjects unless the Ed's take a stand. Whatever happened to free speech. I'll be honest ans say I have never taken hallucinogens because I was too scared - sounds like Bladup had a life changing experience but one that would have terrified me if artificially induced. What has been going on here has started to seem like 'bear-baiting' to me - why didn't you all just stop many posts back. And that includes Tiompan ... was baffled as to why someone of his standing on this forum didn't just walk away. Remember the 'Clan of the Cave Bear' strategy (the one that's been aimed at my presence here for so long ... it works).
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Sanctuary 4670 posts |
Sep 16, 2012, 08:57
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Sanctuary wrote: bladup wrote: I really don't get why i'm getting this and nobody else, is it all right on here to say someones idea is shit when they can't prove it is [ and then say later it's in loads of books ], if the answers no i think you should be talking to others as well, i like balance in all things and don't mind what you've said as i pretty much agree but i REALLY hope you're going to tell others how rude they are, as i'd never say someones idea is outright shit [ it's downright rude ], i would just think it!! and for the 3rd time have you read about my experience, i read your negative emotional bit and for balance i think you should read my positive story because it's where i come from, i don't need any of this utter crap, arguing with old people with nothing better to do is no longer for me, as i don't know how it's happened anyway, the kids must have been doing my head in, in the summer holidays and i must have used all this to get away from that, there's sheep dogs on telly did you know? Yes I read your 'positive' story Paul but didn't reply to it because as I've said before, replying honestly is not always the best course of action to take. I will be honest with you though on this occassion because I feel I have to be because you persist so much. What you do with your life is your business but I base my life and my families lives on what I have seen and experienced and not on what you have. They are two entirely different things. What you are doing is illegal. You are taking and appear to be advocating the use of a Class A drug and quite frankly I think the Ed's should remove the posts from this forum immediately. Freedom of speech is one thing but to appear to be encouraging the use of an illegal substance is totally wrong so I can't in any way agree to what you are doing to yourself or trying to put across to this forum. That is my last word on this but no doubt it will continue to rumble on and detract from far more interesting subjects unless the Ed's take a stand. Sorry, forgot this http://www.talktofrank.com/drug/magic-mushrooms
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tiompan 5758 posts |
Sep 16, 2012, 09:06
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tjj wrote: Sanctuary wrote: bladup wrote: I really don't get why i'm getting this and nobody else, is it all right on here to say someones idea is shit when they can't prove it is [ and then say later it's in loads of books ], if the answers no i think you should be talking to others as well, i like balance in all things and don't mind what you've said as i pretty much agree but i REALLY hope you're going to tell others how rude they are, as i'd never say someones idea is outright shit [ it's downright rude ], i would just think it!! and for the 3rd time have you read about my experience, i read your negative emotional bit and for balance i think you should read my positive story because it's where i come from, i don't need any of this utter crap, arguing with old people with nothing better to do is no longer for me, as i don't know how it's happened anyway, the kids must have been doing my head in, in the summer holidays and i must have used all this to get away from that, there's sheep dogs on telly did you know? Yes I read your 'positive' story Paul but didn't reply to it because as I've said before, replying honestly is not always the best course of action to take. I will be honest with you though on this occassion because I feel I have to be because you persist so much. What you do with your life is your business but I base my life and my families lives on what I have seen and experienced and not on what you have. They are two entirely different things. What you are doing is illegal. You are taking and appear to be advocating the use of a Class A drug and quite frankly I think the Ed's should remove the posts from this forum immediately. Freedom of speech is one thing but to appear to be encouraging the use of an illegal substance is totally wrong so I can't in any way agree to what you are doing to yourself or trying to put across to this forum. That is my last word on this but no doubt it will continue to rumble on and detract from far more interesting subjects unless the Ed's take a stand. Whatever happened to free speech. I'll be honest ans say I have never taken hallucinogens because I was too scared - sounds like Bladup had a life changing experience but one that would have terrified me if artificially induced. What has been going on here has started to seem like 'bear-baiting' to me - why didn't you all just stop many posts back. And that includes Tiompan ... was baffled as to why someone of his standing on this forum didn't just walk away. Remember the Cave of the Clan Bear strategy (the one that's been aimed at my presence here for so long ... it works). In some respects I understand what your'e saying tjj . Sometimes it is best to simply ignore some posts when it is clear that "all may not be well " but I hope I concentrated on clarifying mistaken assumptions . I only found the the endless subjective stuff about trips as boring as they have always been , like geneaology and drunks tales it's really interesting for them but we have heard it all before . I never suggested stopping them , if i did indulge in any baiting , then true , that was a bit cheap . Maybe stooping to the level of some of the infantile repsonses was seen as the only way to communicate .
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goffik 3926 posts |
Sep 16, 2012, 10:11
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bladup 1986 posts |
Sep 16, 2012, 10:35
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Sanctuary wrote: bladup wrote: I really don't get why i'm getting this and nobody else, is it all right on here to say someones idea is shit when they can't prove it is [ and then say later it's in loads of books ], if the answers no i think you should be talking to others as well, i like balance in all things and don't mind what you've said as i pretty much agree but i REALLY hope you're going to tell others how rude they are, as i'd never say someones idea is outright shit [ it's downright rude ], i would just think it!! and for the 3rd time have you read about my experience, i read your negative emotional bit and for balance i think you should read my positive story because it's where i come from, i don't need any of this utter crap, arguing with old people with nothing better to do is no longer for me, as i don't know how it's happened anyway, the kids must have been doing my head in, in the summer holidays and i must have used all this to get away from that, there's sheep dogs on telly did you know? Yes I read your 'positive' story Paul but didn't reply to it because as I've said before, replying honestly is not always the best course of action to take. I will be honest with you though on this occassion because I feel I have to be because you persist so much. What you do with your life is your business but I base my life and my families lives on what I have seen and experienced and not on what you have. They are two entirely different things. What you are doing is illegal. You are taking and appear to be advocating the use of a Class A drug and quite frankly I think the Ed's should remove the posts from this forum immediately. Freedom of speech is one thing but to appear to be encouraging the use of an illegal substance is totally wrong so I can't in any way agree to what you are doing to yourself or trying to put across to this forum. That is my last word on this but no doubt it will continue to rumble on and detract from far more interesting subjects unless the Ed's take a stand. They grow out of the ground for months in a year [ others pretty much all year round ] in our very own country around the stone circles, ringcairns, rock art, chambered cairns themselves, chun quoit has mushrooms growing around it and actually looks like a mushroom, if you don't think the ancients used them i think you should look again, the guardian newspaper did a survey a good few years back and found quite a lot of over 65's said they sometimes eat them on walks, i will NEVER let [ in my mind] the government class these things the same as all the other truly shitty drugs, on this matter i'm afraid you seem to know nothing at all, you have never answered the question what was your son on? so i will presume it wasn't mushrooms at all as it sounds like he was cold turkey [heroin] or maybe LSD,[ both shitty drugs ], and telling the ed's what to do!!!! do you not think they have minds of there own, or do you think you could do a better job than them as NOBODY likes to be told what to do.
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bladup 1986 posts |
Sep 16, 2012, 10:40
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tjj wrote: Sanctuary wrote: bladup wrote: I really don't get why i'm getting this and nobody else, is it all right on here to say someones idea is shit when they can't prove it is [ and then say later it's in loads of books ], if the answers no i think you should be talking to others as well, i like balance in all things and don't mind what you've said as i pretty much agree but i REALLY hope you're going to tell others how rude they are, as i'd never say someones idea is outright shit [ it's downright rude ], i would just think it!! and for the 3rd time have you read about my experience, i read your negative emotional bit and for balance i think you should read my positive story because it's where i come from, i don't need any of this utter crap, arguing with old people with nothing better to do is no longer for me, as i don't know how it's happened anyway, the kids must have been doing my head in, in the summer holidays and i must have used all this to get away from that, there's sheep dogs on telly did you know? Yes I read your 'positive' story Paul but didn't reply to it because as I've said before, replying honestly is not always the best course of action to take. I will be honest with you though on this occassion because I feel I have to be because you persist so much. What you do with your life is your business but I base my life and my families lives on what I have seen and experienced and not on what you have. They are two entirely different things. What you are doing is illegal. You are taking and appear to be advocating the use of a Class A drug and quite frankly I think the Ed's should remove the posts from this forum immediately. Freedom of speech is one thing but to appear to be encouraging the use of an illegal substance is totally wrong so I can't in any way agree to what you are doing to yourself or trying to put across to this forum. That is my last word on this but no doubt it will continue to rumble on and detract from far more interesting subjects unless the Ed's take a stand. Whatever happened to free speech. I'll be honest ans say I have never taken hallucinogens because I was too scared - sounds like Bladup had a life changing experience but one that would have terrified me if artificially induced. What has been going on here has started to seem like 'bear-baiting' to me - why didn't you all just stop many posts back. And that includes Tiompan ... was baffled as to why someone of his standing on this forum didn't just walk away. Remember the 'Clan of the Cave Bear' strategy (the one that's been aimed at my presence here for so long ... it works). Thank you tjj i'm begining to realise that you're a being of light too [ an angel ], you have warmed my heart, i believe with my wholeheart in freedom of speech too.
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bladup 1986 posts |
Sep 16, 2012, 10:46
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Sanctuary wrote: Sanctuary wrote: bladup wrote: I really don't get why i'm getting this and nobody else, is it all right on here to say someones idea is shit when they can't prove it is [ and then say later it's in loads of books ], if the answers no i think you should be talking to others as well, i like balance in all things and don't mind what you've said as i pretty much agree but i REALLY hope you're going to tell others how rude they are, as i'd never say someones idea is outright shit [ it's downright rude ], i would just think it!! and for the 3rd time have you read about my experience, i read your negative emotional bit and for balance i think you should read my positive story because it's where i come from, i don't need any of this utter crap, arguing with old people with nothing better to do is no longer for me, as i don't know how it's happened anyway, the kids must have been doing my head in, in the summer holidays and i must have used all this to get away from that, there's sheep dogs on telly did you know? Yes I read your 'positive' story Paul but didn't reply to it because as I've said before, replying honestly is not always the best course of action to take. I will be honest with you though on this occassion because I feel I have to be because you persist so much. What you do with your life is your business but I base my life and my families lives on what I have seen and experienced and not on what you have. They are two entirely different things. What you are doing is illegal. You are taking and appear to be advocating the use of a Class A drug and quite frankly I think the Ed's should remove the posts from this forum immediately. Freedom of speech is one thing but to appear to be encouraging the use of an illegal substance is totally wrong so I can't in any way agree to what you are doing to yourself or trying to put across to this forum. That is my last word on this but no doubt it will continue to rumble on and detract from far more interesting subjects unless the Ed's take a stand. Sorry, forgot this http://www.talktofrank.com/drug/magic-mushrooms I can tell you if you've got a strong mind that this is bollocks, you would not believe how many people i've known who's had their minds opened by mushrooms, i have never known anybody have there lives ruined by them, as i have real drugs, and as i've said the equal worst two are alcohol and heroin and if you do drink alcohol - a very strong drug indeed you are a absolute hypocrite.
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